Friday, May 21, 2010 @ 11:33 PM
It's late but I'm still gonna blog. There are a thousand and one things reeling in my head right now and I don't know which one to start with... =(
1. My appointment at Tan Tock Seng Hospital is at 8.30am tomorrow and I'm not going. The word 'blood test' is scaring me!!!
2. I shall have a good rest tonight to charge myself for gym, swim and cycle (with my parents@ EastCoastPark tomorrow!!)
3. I've been running, gym-ing and swimming recently. I know I have been exercising excessively and those who loves and cares for me have been persuading me not to- cos' my joints aren't doing well.. But if one day I stop exercising totally, please visit me cos' I might have been too jaded to live.
4. I love bubble tea, ice creams, chocolates, fruits, veges, fish and nuts. I just can't live without them!!
5. I hate the tension and I think I'm suffocating... I want to run, as fast as I can.
6. I couldn't sleep well and I'm in need of the Deep Sleep Spray again...
7. I'm depressed. Why do I have to tear behind my shades?
8. I'm happy for you and I've read your blog- Leslie. I'll be glad to see you happy. Pour all your love on her and find back the things you've lost by me/ by being with me. Don't tell me how upset you are because I only want to hear good things from you.
Thanks for appreciating the things I bake for you all the time- even though it may not be as delicious as before.. At least I tried my best to make you happy the very last time you came back. & I didn't regret this time round...
9. Hubby Ang, you wanted me to blog about you right? hahax. Without you mentioning, I had already intended to blog about you. =) Thanks for running with me all the time no matter how late it is and also, thanks for encouraging me to go home when I starts to complain that I'm tired. Erm.. What else??... why you don't want to swim with me? stress uh?? LOL!! I will swim super duper slow just for you okay?? hahax!!!
10. I'm swimming faster and faster each time I swim. & each time I swim, I can feel my arms swell. & each time it swells, I know my arms are becoming bigger- like POPEYE (the sailor man)..
11. Hello boy, I know you're stalking me again... LOL!! Just wanna tell you that I really appreciate your companionship. I smile when I see you and my doubts fade away. Thanks for showing me care and concern plus a little bit of... love? =x
12. ...and Mummy, I know you are reading my blog again. I just want to tell you that I'm fine, don't worry about me. Don't dislike him because of me. I had let go and I'm happy now... as long as I have you, Dad, Didi and Devin, everything would just be fine. =)
...and all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissing you...