Sunday, July 4, 2010 @ 12:22 PM
This is our love. something very special to me.
We went on a day trip to Malaysia yesterday with his siblings and friends.. Initially was to go go-carting but in the end, we lost out way and it was raining so we ended up eating dinner and going for an hour foot reflexology. My stomach is not well due to improper meals, I drank too little water and the muscles beside my shin are too stiff due to long hours of standing and walking... This shows that I have a problematic body. =x
I'm jobless now. My probation's over and my company thinks that I should leave. I thought so too. I've been thinking of leaving after the first month working there. I thought I should give myself more time to adapt to the working life there but I just can't. I asked myself umpteen times why am I here and why I think I'm not suitable for this job.. I just don't know why. When I asked my manager why.. she said she don't know either.. =.= They just can't feel me working there. Perhaps because I don't play facebook games with them or maybe because I seldom sit down and have meals together with them. (okay, they seriously eat a lot. 10am plus breakfast, 1pm lunch.) Another very lame reason they gave me was because I'm attached now and I'm not committed. =.= First, I just got attached recently. Second, since when I'm not committed? If I had to work, I will work. I had done so much...
So in conclusion, my superior didn't see the things that I've done.
A good chance to leave since they suggested, so I packed my stuff and left. Really happy though and many things came into my mind once I stepped out of the office- what I want to achieve for the 'jobless period'.
I want to do a lot of things, go to a lot of places. Spend quality time with my Baybe since I didn't really have the chance to.
- I want to go Sentosa and Botanical Gardens to walk around and take pictures with Baybe.
- I want to go to Singapore Garden Festival with Baybe.
- I want to go to East Coast Park to cycle and chill out with Baybe.
- I want to make snowskin mooncake with Baybe.
- I want to chill out at Starbucks with Baybe.
- I want to spend my time in the library to read more about things that I'm interested in.
- I want to exercise with Baybe.
- I want to go picnic with Baybe.
- I want to cook meals together with Baybe.
- I want to visit my niece and nephews.
- I want to start my practical driving lessons...
...& many many more... ... ...
Mom's very supportive. She tried to console me (but I was really fine). =x She even bring out all the make ups in her room just in case I need to use them...
Baybe tried to talk to me and make me feel better. LOL!!
Baybe's Mom was also very supportive. She talked to me and shared her experiences with me too. =)
Dad didn't asked much but when I said I wanted to eat durians, he bought it the next day for me. He bought lychees too because he knew I like them. He's gonna make rojak later cos' he knew I love to eat his rojak. =)
Don't worry, I'm really fine. I didn't cry because I wasn't upset that I left the company. In fact, I'm happy. The only thing that made cry is because I'm really touched by my parents and Baybe. =)
I will try to have proper meals and my breakfast from now will be Kellogs k special ( currenly is Vanilla Almond) with Nutrisoy High Calcium No Sugar Omega. Healthy eh? hahaha!! Plus it's delicious and filling!!
Thanks to Baybe, I'm in love with Laneige products!!! I'm broke... =(
Enjoying the 'nothing-to-do' days!! =)
