Friday, May 28, 2010 @ 11:35 PM
Baybe, I'm not your Baby.
In fact, I'm your Baebe. =)
- People are starring at me. and Baybe loves it..
He's sick, I guess. LOL!!
- It's super humid nowadays!!!
- I've got the urge to rear fishes again but I know I'm won't commit.
- My body starts to ache again from all the exercising..
- My sensitive teeth is back again. I'm gonna see a dentist tomorrow.
- I had to bring my work back home to do.. Sadss =(
- Its a shame to sit beside a 30 year old acting like a 3 year old kid...
- My temper is getting worse each day. =(
- So what if you have a back up with you? F you, seriously.
- I'm just so sick of my weekday life.
- Those messages are irritating me. Why would someone text me ' what are you doing?' when I just logged off from msn? =.=
- Go ahead and enjoy. No one would ever stop you from drinking because she will drink with you. You both are too compatible. Enjoy your life, get out from mine.
- If reading my 'crappy' blog entertains you, just go eat shit like how horses eat grass.
I love you drying my hair for me.
I love it when you stroke my hair.
I love it when you hold my hands.
I love it when you take time to exercise with me.
But I hate it when you say 'Sorry'
cos my heart aches to hear that word from you.
Seeing me happy makes you happy.
So what if I tell you..
being with you makes me happy?
I will hold you and love you the best that I can
Sunday, May 23, 2010 @ 10:14 PM
Don't search for someone who will make your heart whole.Instead be with someone who will never let you feel broken by all means.
A guy can make you think he loves you, but he doesn't.
A girl can make you think she doesn't love you, but she really does.
Sometimes, you get stare blankly at the ceiling like you just completely lost your mind all because YOU MISS SOMEONE ♥
Life is like a multiple choice question sometimes the choices confuses you, not the question itself :(
You should never assume that somebody loves you by only seeing their sweetness cos the fact is that some are just BIG TIME flirts :)
Don't be sad cos its over. Just be happy cos it happened.
When the heart is willing to love it will find a thousand ways. But when a heart is unwilling, it will find a thousand stupid excuses :x
"It's not being in love that makes me happy.
It's being in love with you that makes me happy." ♥ :)
No one can ever fill your space in my heart, because this heart only beats for you.
Do you know that the worst way to miss someone? Its when you're just right beside me, yet i know I can never have you :D
When I'm with you everything feels so right :)
Forget the past that made you cry & focus on your present that completes your life..
I would never let go if i can still hold on and i would never hold back once I've decided to let go.
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It's just so meaningful.. Exactly how I felt all these while.
& I shall let you know..
whenever you stare into my eyes,
my doubts fades away.
Friday, May 21, 2010 @ 11:33 PM
It's late but I'm still gonna blog. There are a thousand and one things reeling in my head right now and I don't know which one to start with... =(
1. My appointment at Tan Tock Seng Hospital is at 8.30am tomorrow and I'm not going. The word 'blood test' is scaring me!!!
2. I shall have a good rest tonight to charge myself for gym, swim and cycle (with my parents@ EastCoastPark tomorrow!!)
3. I've been running, gym-ing and swimming recently. I know I have been exercising excessively and those who loves and cares for me have been persuading me not to- cos' my joints aren't doing well.. But if one day I stop exercising totally, please visit me cos' I might have been too jaded to live.
4. I love bubble tea, ice creams, chocolates, fruits, veges, fish and nuts. I just can't live without them!!
5. I hate the tension and I think I'm suffocating... I want to run, as fast as I can.
6. I couldn't sleep well and I'm in need of the Deep Sleep Spray again...
7. I'm depressed. Why do I have to tear behind my shades?
8. I'm happy for you and I've read your blog- Leslie. I'll be glad to see you happy. Pour all your love on her and find back the things you've lost by me/ by being with me. Don't tell me how upset you are because I only want to hear good things from you.
Thanks for appreciating the things I bake for you all the time- even though it may not be as delicious as before.. At least I tried my best to make you happy the very last time you came back. & I didn't regret this time round...
9. Hubby Ang, you wanted me to blog about you right? hahax. Without you mentioning, I had already intended to blog about you. =) Thanks for running with me all the time no matter how late it is and also, thanks for encouraging me to go home when I starts to complain that I'm tired. Erm.. What else??... why you don't want to swim with me? stress uh?? LOL!! I will swim super duper slow just for you okay?? hahax!!!
10. I'm swimming faster and faster each time I swim. & each time I swim, I can feel my arms swell. & each time it swells, I know my arms are becoming bigger- like POPEYE (the sailor man)..
11. Hello boy, I know you're stalking me again... LOL!! Just wanna tell you that I really appreciate your companionship. I smile when I see you and my doubts fade away. Thanks for showing me care and concern plus a little bit of... love? =x
12. ...and Mummy, I know you are reading my blog again. I just want to tell you that I'm fine, don't worry about me. Don't dislike him because of me. I had let go and I'm happy now... as long as I have you, Dad, Didi and Devin, everything would just be fine. =)
...and all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissing you...
