Monday, June 21, 2010 @ 10:19 PM
I know, someone from there's gonna read my blog. and yes, I'm writing this just to let you guys know that I'm aware and I'm not as oblivious as you guys think I am.
I realised my ex-classmate just deleted me from facebook. I was quite surprised initially then, I realised that I shouldn't be. Not that I want to criticize, but I think that you did not grow (mentally) ever since the day I knew you. It's been 3 years.. and a lot of conflicts in class are created due to these kind of people.
What do you love to do?? From what I see, you love to make a mountain out of a molehill, loves gossiping and to make things sound nice, you love to make things sound more complicated... but to make things more direct, I should say.. you love to cook up stories and make things complicated and chaotic. You love shows, don't you? Life would be bored without people like me eh?? and yes, life would be bored too without people like you. :)
I know the reason for deleting me as a friend- cos' I'm attached to someone you dislike. I don't know what's this gonna do with me... and worse, this doesn't involve you, not a single bit. I don't really care though cos' if by doing this makes you feel better, by all means.
In conclusion, I just want to tell you that by doing this does not benefit you cos' you're just trying to limit the circle of friends you have. By doing this does not show that you are mature... in fact, very immature. Your EQ is way below a 18 year old. and you are just trying to show that you didn't even try to be gracious at all.
I don't dislike you even after all these I have said. I just want to let you know, when its time to let go, you should let go. Besides, it had been a year or two now. Then again, I pity you... for not even trying to be mature.
oh yes, appreciate what you have. Reflect on what others had done for you every night just before you go to sleep. and love the ones around you with your true heart. You will be happier this way.
Its no surprise if you are angry after reading all these.
be gracious & reflect on what I have said. Change, if there is a need to.
It's high time to grow. :)
What do you love to do?? From what I see, you love to make a mountain out of a molehill, loves gossiping and to make things sound nice, you love to make things sound more complicated... but to make things more direct, I should say.. you love to cook up stories and make things complicated and chaotic. You love shows, don't you? Life would be bored without people like me eh?? and yes, life would be bored too without people like you. :)
I know the reason for deleting me as a friend- cos' I'm attached to someone you dislike. I don't know what's this gonna do with me... and worse, this doesn't involve you, not a single bit. I don't really care though cos' if by doing this makes you feel better, by all means.
In conclusion, I just want to tell you that by doing this does not benefit you cos' you're just trying to limit the circle of friends you have. By doing this does not show that you are mature... in fact, very immature. Your EQ is way below a 18 year old. and you are just trying to show that you didn't even try to be gracious at all.
I don't dislike you even after all these I have said. I just want to let you know, when its time to let go, you should let go. Besides, it had been a year or two now. Then again, I pity you... for not even trying to be mature.
oh yes, appreciate what you have. Reflect on what others had done for you every night just before you go to sleep. and love the ones around you with your true heart. You will be happier this way.
be gracious & reflect on what I have said. Change, if there is a need to.
It's high time to grow. :)
Even the slightest thing we do together like,
choosing shoes together makes me really happy. =)
choosing shoes together makes me really happy. =)
Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 10:09 PM
!BUSY WEEKEND!
busy spending quality time with Baybe
busy spending quality time with Baybe
Yes, I enjoyed myself even though its so damn tiring. =x Imagine I woke up at 2pm plus today.. I had never... never ever woke up this late before no matter how late I slept...
Saturday
Sunday
Eventful weekend. Its tiring.. but I enjoyed. Baybe gave me a bouquet of Gebera ( my favourite flowers!!), Jie jie lend me her shoes and tee shirt, Kor kor took care of me and Mei mei waves and smile cheerfully when she sees me. At least I don't feel as pressured as before..
Im glad to know that your family likes me. & I like them too. =)
Saturday
- woke up at 5am and left house at 5.40am
- reached Baybe's place at 7.15am
- went running at 8am
- went grocery shopping
- reached home at 9.45am
- ate breakfast, watch tv
- do gardening
- went out to buy lunch
- shopped randomly for awhile
- went back for lunch
- bathed and slept for 2 hours
- had dinner- picnic @ his rooftop =x
- went out to meet kor kor @ st. james
Sunday
- midnight 'picnic' @ sentosa. LOL!!
- reached home at 5am.
- Slept till 2pm plus
- Baybe called to ask me get prepared (super rush!!)
- ate lunch near my place with Baybe, kor kor and his gf
- went to gym
- went to swim
- ate dinner
- blogging now...
Eventful weekend. Its tiring.. but I enjoyed. Baybe gave me a bouquet of Gebera ( my favourite flowers!!), Jie jie lend me her shoes and tee shirt, Kor kor took care of me and Mei mei waves and smile cheerfully when she sees me. At least I don't feel as pressured as before..
Im glad to know that your family likes me. & I like them too. =)
I will do my best =D
Tuesday, June 15, 2010 @ 5:55 PM
BAYBE IS BACK FROM HONG KONG!!
I miss him so a lot!!!
yes, I truly miss him and not the pressies he'd gotten for me
Now I know what's so great about love
There is no need to see each other everyday
***************
I smile at those messages even though it's not funny
I smile to myself everyday on my way home
because I'm thinking of him
We have endless things to talk about everyday
Even when we have nothing to say through the web cam,
we smile at each other like idiots
I yearn to see you the next time round,
thinking of what we can do together..
Thinking of how to spend quality time together.
If I can't hear your heartbeat,
it means that you're too far away.
it means that you're too far away.
Sunday, June 13, 2010 @ 8:18 PM
This is the one I made for myself.
Not as nice as the one I made for Baybe. =(
Not as nice as the one I made for Baybe. =(
I miss you!!! Can't wait for you to come back to chat with me for hours through the phone!! Enjoy your days there cos' when you come back, I'm gonna torture you. LOL. But I know even if I say how bad life would be here when you come back, you will still want to come back as soon as possible eh? Wwahahax!!!
I'm confident,
very confident. =D
Saturday, June 12, 2010 @ 10:05 PM
AWwww!! I'm still sick. =(
i think i deserve it
1. Haven't been getting enough rest,
2. Haven't been eating regular meals for some time already,
3. Had been eating junk food,
4. Was in the rain while at work,
5. ... and then, in and out of hotels
... and many more that I don't wanna mention cos' I'm guilty listing all of them out. =x
On Thursday, I was having sore throat but it wasn't that bad.. Didn't really bother me though. At night when I reached home, I was having fever...
Friday... was down with slight flu and cough but I still went to work cos' my fever subsided...
Today, I thought I felt better when I woke up in the morning so I went to gym. I couldn't run even when I've got enough sleep. Perhaps, something is wrong with my body condition. =( Shits! what should I do man??
I went to town with Mom in the evening to have dinner. On the way to town, I was feeling sick already. My fever and flu came back. My back ached, my head's throbbing in pain. =( Then I went to buy Panadol cold relief. Dinner was... Korean's stonepot mixed rice and kimchi soup (when Im having sore throat!!)
When we went back to Jurong point, I bought bubble tea to drink- Peppermint oreo. (Totally forgotten that I was sick.) LOL! I bought EBENE bio-ray knee guard which cost me $55. I'm going bankrupt!! An hour ago, I was still chewing on marshmallows!! LOL! So now you know why I say I deserve it eh? =x I KEEP SNEEZING AND MY THROAT HURTS!!! URGH!!
My Baybe's out of town but I can feel his presence around me. Baybe, I can't wait for next Saturday!! wahahax!! I miss you and do come back safe.
2. Haven't been eating regular meals for some time already,
3. Had been eating junk food,
4. Was in the rain while at work,
5. ... and then, in and out of hotels
... and many more that I don't wanna mention cos' I'm guilty listing all of them out. =x
On Thursday, I was having sore throat but it wasn't that bad.. Didn't really bother me though. At night when I reached home, I was having fever...
Friday... was down with slight flu and cough but I still went to work cos' my fever subsided...
Today, I thought I felt better when I woke up in the morning so I went to gym. I couldn't run even when I've got enough sleep. Perhaps, something is wrong with my body condition. =( Shits! what should I do man??
I went to town with Mom in the evening to have dinner. On the way to town, I was feeling sick already. My fever and flu came back. My back ached, my head's throbbing in pain. =( Then I went to buy Panadol cold relief. Dinner was... Korean's stonepot mixed rice and kimchi soup (when Im having sore throat!!)
When we went back to Jurong point, I bought bubble tea to drink- Peppermint oreo. (Totally forgotten that I was sick.) LOL! I bought EBENE bio-ray knee guard which cost me $55. I'm going bankrupt!! An hour ago, I was still chewing on marshmallows!! LOL! So now you know why I say I deserve it eh? =x I KEEP SNEEZING AND MY THROAT HURTS!!! URGH!!
My Baybe's out of town but I can feel his presence around me. Baybe, I can't wait for next Saturday!! wahahax!! I miss you and do come back safe.
when 2 becomes 1
Wednesday, June 9, 2010 @ 9:45 PM
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, MISS KOH!!
Baybe, I guess I know the main reason behind all the excuses I've made so that you need not send me home. Besides 1.saving your time and money to travel back and forth and 2.I need not worry too much about you traveling home on your own compared to sending me back first and go back yourself... Then, I realised that the main reason is... because I love you and I want you to have the best of everything. I don't want to see you suffer. I don't want you to sacrifice so much for me.
yes, it's very sweet to wake up in the early morning to cook me a meal and bring it to my work place. yes, I like that a lot. but Baybe, do you know I feel so guilty to make you wake up so early in the morning? & don't clean my shoes for me cos' I don't treat you like a slave or maid. yes, you gonna do that in future.. lots of chance for you to... but not now okay?
- I reared 8 swordtail fishes. 3 passed away. It frustrates me so much because whenever I buy new fishes, they die.
- I am really sick of my life now. I stress over what to do... every weekday.!@#$%^&
- 'Belle of the boulevard' never fail to make me feel upset.. although I don't cry now when I hear this song but my heart still aches... then, anger slowly fills my heart. I then realized that everything officially ended half a year ago. But when I think of him, everything just fades away. =)
- I never fail to stare into space and smile to myself (like an idiot) on my way home everyday because I'm thinking of someone.
- He told me he would want me to die first because he will be there till my last breath. Then, he would build something out of my name. I'm so touched. & I guess you didn't know I cried eh? The thought of it makes me happy (really very very happy) even if it might just be an empty promise..
- I want a Onitsuka tiger shoe with Baybe- I targeted one for you and me already. =)
- I want Kate Spade bag.
- I want Eclat d'arpege by Lanvin (Perfume)!!!
- My bag contains: 2 phones, ear piece, wallet, card holder, scheduler, camera, sunblock lotion, sun glasses.. and the latest item you can find now is Fancy Feast canned food for cats. LOL!! So that I can feed stray cats when I see them. =)
Baybe, I guess I know the main reason behind all the excuses I've made so that you need not send me home. Besides 1.saving your time and money to travel back and forth and 2.I need not worry too much about you traveling home on your own compared to sending me back first and go back yourself... Then, I realised that the main reason is... because I love you and I want you to have the best of everything. I don't want to see you suffer. I don't want you to sacrifice so much for me.
yes, it's very sweet to wake up in the early morning to cook me a meal and bring it to my work place. yes, I like that a lot. but Baybe, do you know I feel so guilty to make you wake up so early in the morning? & don't clean my shoes for me cos' I don't treat you like a slave or maid. yes, you gonna do that in future.. lots of chance for you to... but not now okay?
Its all because you're my precious.
