Sunday, October 31, 2010 @ 9:56 AM
I'm blogging now cos' I think I' too too bored. I've gotten used to working life- I sleep early and wake up early.. and I wake up exactly after 9 hours. :)
Even so, I'm still feeling tired. I cycle everyday except Sundays and my thighs are aching since 1st day at work. hahahax!
My parents went for a short holiday, leaving Devin and I at home. I feel very very bored on a Sunday when I want to go out but dunno where to go and my legs are aching that makes me feel like resting. *sadd* Its my job now to cook my own meal- its okay, I don't eat a lot.. Had to feed Devin, clean his litter, wash my own clothes, hang up my own clothes, sweep the floor, pack my room... I watch TV alone, no one to listen to me whine... I feel lonely. :(
I've got a meeting with Nparks tomorrow and I dread cos' they can only see the bad things and they never.. never mention anything good. We don't feel appreciated. :(
I've been working with Nparks and I always feel that their handshake are sooo.... soft. I didn't put in that much strength but I still can feel/hear a 'crack' sound on that little finger. *sigh*
I want to study Part-time. and Im still looking up on what to study.
Working outdoor makes my face look horrible. I'm going for facial.. in preparation for Chinese New Year :(
I bought ready-to-plant wheat grass for Devin and the media stinks!! Smells like zebra's shit and it makes me feel like I'm in Zoo. :(
Thursday, October 28, 2010 @ 8:32 PM
I was slacking for 3.5 months and I can say that I seriously wasn't interested in looking for jobs at all. and right now, I'm back to working life. No office hours and although I don't have a office over at West Coast right now, I really love the job. Its tiring but time passes really fast. Sometimes I start work at 9 plus and I go home around 4pm plus 5pm, provided I've got nothing else to do. :)
I'm paid to manage, coordinate with Nparks and exercise- cycle around the park and walk if I want to. How good is that? I always wanted to get paid to exercise. :) Once my office is up, I can run in the morning!! :)
A lot happened in this 6 weeks from the last time I blogged.
I worked.
My 21st Birthday was fabulous.
My birthday present from my parents was an iphone.
My birthday present from friends was an Agnes B ear stud and a crystal keychain. :)
I went for Holiday at Redang.
My camera spoilt at Redang and I got a newer set of camera by Olympus.
I failed my driving test- I got 58 demerit points (believe or not? LOL!)
Devin was sick.
I started working.
and my parents were really supportive.
Baybe as well..he cooked lunch for me and bring over to West Coast.
I mopped the floor for the first time in dunno-how-many- hundred-months.
Weekends are always... feeling down and lazy.
I finally got used to my heavier-than-usual boots.
I think my make up foundation can rot at home cos' I don't use it when I go to work.
Thinking of buying new year clothes,
thinking of shopping during weekend makes me feel so so sick. :(
My 'enough rest' means 9 hours of sleep.
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Some people can't open up to themselves, how could they even open up to others?
If you can betray the one you love, you can do the same to others as well.
I don't need a best friend cos' not everyone can be trusted and some, just make you as an object to compare with.
Some people whom you think are friends when they think you're trash.
I really need to cool down cos' I've finally realized that my working pace is really too fast.
Resolving misunderstandings are... difficult.
